Friday, June 15, 2012

My talent in procrastination.

I procrastinate, a lot. *I love that word, it sounds so deep. Lol thanks to Gabs for teaching me that word some 10 years ago....* So, yes, I procrastinate. I haven't updated this place since October 2011. Oh, I have reasons, some of them even good. Here's a list: I have been really busy at work, I work too much and too hard, I have been trying out online-dating again, I started writing Fanfiction again and making new friends through the site, I'm always planning my next adventure... etc etc etc. See? Reasons, I have.

But honestly, really honestly, the real reasons are not as entertaining. Everything I listed above is true. But to be honest, the main reason I stopped writing here was that I a) Didn't want to vent and whine too much, and having a blog is an easy trap. and b) the self-pity excuse that no one cares anyways, so why should I? Blah. That makes me angry because I do not want to be that person. The same could be said for my stories as well, but who am I writing for? Myself or just others? Yes, it's flattering to know people read your thoughts and stories, but I mainly do it for me.

So, I am dusting this place up. I won't promise to update often, as I have no idea if I really will. But I will do what I promised a year ago, and blog about my trip to Greece in 2011. Not just because it changed my life nor because I am leaving for Europe again at the end of the summer, but because it matters. For people like me, who is constantly browsing blogs about travels, especially Contiki. I like to read about other people's views and experiences. It helps me in my decision-making and expectations. So what if my little corner here can help? Then I'll do it.

And it's also a place to keep it all down, day by day, so to remember all the little details. So, before I tell you about what's my life's like these days, before I go on and on and on about my next trip and the next one, I will talk about last year's.

Coming soon!

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